Dessert · Chapter 19 of 25

The Ridgeline Diner

Friday, October 16

Route 30, west of Philadelphia. Friday night.

The rental’s radio pulled in exactly one station, and Jasper had been driving in silence for an hour when the gas light came on and he pulled into a diner that looked like it had been the same diner since 1974.

He took a booth by the window, ordered coffee and a slice of pie he mostly wouldn’t eat, and spread his list across the Formica.

The thread that had launched the whole trip was already frayed. The nursery woman, when he’d called her back from the train, had nothing new to add but provenance: she’d heard about the collective secondhand, years ago, at a growers’ swap. No name, no town. Hence the list.

He started calling. Most didn’t pick up—it was Friday night. The ones who did had never heard of a Fish Pepper, or had, but only as “that striped thing nobody bothers with,” or wanted to talk about peppers at great length without actually knowing anything. Dead end, dead end, dead end. He drew a neat line through each name, which felt like the only orderly thing he’d done in weeks.

The waitress refilled his coffee without being asked. “You look like a man working a problem.”

“Looking for somebody,” Jasper said. “A friend. Sort of.”

“Sort of a friend, or sort of looking?”

He laughed, and it surprised him. “Both, probably.”

His phone lit up: the group chat, scrolling fast. The campaign was live. A blog had picked it up. Emma had made soup. He felt the specific ache of being useful somewhere you aren’t.

Then a separate text, just to him. Noah: You good out there?

Jasper stared at it. Noah didn’t send texts like that. Noah, who two days ago had stood in Emma’s kitchen and hadn’t contradicted him when Jasper called himself the liability.

Striking out, Jasper typed back. Nobody can put a name to that collective everybody’s half-heard of. But I’ll find him.

Send me what you’ve got, Noah wrote. Nurseries, names, all of it. I’ll run them while you drive. Faster with two.

Jasper sat a moment longer, the pie going cold, something loosening in his chest he didn’t have a word for. Then he paid, tipped too much, and went back out to the car that smelled like wet dog and freedom.